castlevania :D

all abOUt loVe.. and LIfe.. and LOve for life..

2011年5月30日月曜日

Puri Kura ~~~~ :D


Happy lemon... a yummy drink shop at TJPG train station... wif variations of lemoN and teas etc :D Nice!!!! I had honey lemon wif seaweed jellY! I think we gO to the same hairdresser :p LOLS...



It is mi off day and YK arranged for his off day to be the same as mine!!! So nice :) He went to have his teeth cleaned by his dentist friend and I met him in Bugis (one of mi favourite haunts!) and bought mOre rabito hp covers (I got mine in black,white,grey,pink) LOLS... dOn't ask me why I have to get them all :):):) We took some PURI KURA!!! :) I love them!!! The last time I took mine was eons ago, with the one who shall not be named. *ROLLS EYES* ... but who cares, nOw I just feel so happy staring at the ones we took today! The best part is dat I get to keep both laminated copies, I gave him the smaller left over ones :X Why would guys need puri kura anyway? LOL! One funny thing I got today was this ang mo went to the taokay neo of the puri kura shop... and asked if he could take PASSPORT PHOTOS at the puri kura shop! LOL! :):):) SO CUTE ...


We also bought our JR pass!!! :D Will be travelling in the GREEN CAR (1st class) cabin of the shinkansens!!!! :):):) bought 14 days worth although we will be there x 17 days (same as honeymoon!) nearly SGD 1K spent on 1 pax rail rides alone.. we also got internal all nippon airway flight and our united airline flights. LOL! Counting down... in less than a mOnth we gonna be there!!! :):):) EXCITED !!!!!

http://www.jnto.go.jp/eq/eng/04_recovery.htm#city
A good website on radiation measured in various parts of Japan and the radiation we get each day! Therefore IT IS SAFE TO GO BACK TO JAPAN!

2011年5月26日木曜日

Mermaids :)

I watched Pirates of the Carribean - On stranger tides at the Shaw Centre's IMAX 3D @ Lido :D :D :D :D It was AWESOME!!!! Very expensive though at $19 per pax on a weekday but worth it! The cinema was beautiful, so posh, new very comfy leather seats with enough leg room, state of the art technology where the movie was crystal clear and great sound system :D I enjoyed myself to the max!!! Surprised that I didn't eat much popcorn neither did I drink the root beer... think I had too much chips + chocolate lately so nOw juz wanna do savoury stuffs instead of sodas and sweets. Haha!

‎"Our song will tear open your heart, and you will beg for more. It will tease you with your greatest desire till you grow mad. And this desire will eventually burn so fierce that you will drive yourself directly to us. Then it is our charge to deliver you to those to whom we answer." - Mermaids (Morveren, Aquala & Aquila) to Jack Sparrow :D

I LOVE THE MERMAIDS!!! Especially Gemma Ward!!! She's SOOOO BEAUTIFUL :):):) lOved her since a long time ago coz she's really very pretty looks like a doll :D

All the mermaids were so gorgeous like it was a segment of some victoria's secret supermodel event or a page out of vogue magazine hahas... Love the vampire fangs :[ Don't mess wif them! :D :D :D :D :D I love the whole idea that the mermaids are so tough that tears of sorrow will be very hard to come by yet tears of joy are the only tears you can yield. It's sad that they are hunted for their precious tears but it made mi realise that mi tears are so cheap. Anyhow also can cry. I shall CHANGE because I know that NO ONE IN THIS WORLD deserves my tears!!! :D

Then, I love Jack Sparrow also :D :D :D He is quirky cute, clever and hilarious to watch :D :D :D Eyeliner is love (:

I was very tired because had been shopping and going out so much lately until feel domesticated and wanna stay at home hahaa... but I had an awesome time :D I feel very blessed to have such a good life to enjoy luxury and good food wif someone who sayangs mi. :D Keep it up.

2011年5月25日水曜日

Don't stop believing :D

Spent my sleeping day wif YK.... who came home at 3+pm :D :D :D The Air Force is good to him... and in turn, he has more time to spend with mi! We went to town and attended the CK TANGs members event and SHOPPPPPED... :D Wad else is better to do On payday? We will be in Japan next month this time :D Cannot waittt... :D

This year is getting better and better. My best buddy who is from MICU is helping me talk to the blues and expediting mi request. :D :D :D Keep mi fingers and toes crossed :D :D :D :D :D

2011年5月24日火曜日

We started off as perfect strangers.

I leave my fate to the higher powers of the blue ones~ I expressed my wish to be transferred to another ICU for new exposure but whether they will let me go is another matter altogether. Simply because of manpower shortage. Everyone can be replaced here, no matter what strengths they possess. Helping them out, is my way of thanking them for teaching me. I am happy to stay, I am happy to go. I love this place I work in, I still can learn so much here and there are a lot of really nice people around. Yet, no matter how perfect a place is, there is always a greater world out there, familiarity breeds contempt. There are a million possibilities and methods of doing things and I keep an open mind that other people have better ways of doing things, perhaps we are not even aware of. People jump, being very reactive, highly strung and evidenced by raging and swinging hormones in such a tiny place but hopefully it gets better. I, being supremely sensitive, may not be the best person to survive in this place but at the end of the day, it provides a great training ground for me to neutralise my character and try to tone down a lot more. I am learning how to use my brain more and not base everything on subjectivity of my intuition. I am too deep for my own good. I can make it easier for others to live with me but I simply can't be bothered to change for anyone. Being difficult. As long as I keep to myself from now on, it should stop me from hurting anyone. It got to the stage that I no longer explained myself or fought back. When accepting all blame and accusation because letting go was easier than holding on. Furthermore, why should I be the only one fighting for us. Since you have chosen to throw your efforts of the entire year down the drain then come let me help you pour it down the hatch and make life better for both of us and simplify our lives, uncomplicated; and untangle the knots the binded us together. I was made for better things in life. At the end of the day, I am not the one at a loss here. Chillz. :D

2011年5月23日月曜日

Epik High : Map the Soul [Worldwide Version] MV feat. Kero One & MYK



A song I am so so so so so in love with. :)
So perfect.

I remember my first glimpse of her face,
I saw you smile, then I smiled
I was straight blown away
Mesmerized by your beauty, from your feet to your hands
How could one be so beautiful?
I don't understand
Heaven sent, God's gift without a doubt in my mind
Sometimes I wonder why our paths decided to collide
We started off as perfect strangers
Boy meets girl, infatuation to love
Now you're my whole entire world
Destiny taps me on the back, saying hello
But really it was your touch
No and I'll never let you go
Then you spoke, I never heard a voice so sweet
Heavenly,
And from her words, man, I knew this girl was deep
Just like me
With times to worry and times to play
We'll sit and stress over life or just burn the day away

I know fosho' in our past life, we had to be friends

Livin' and dyin' together
Knowin' that we would meet again
It's just a blessing to have you in my life
I was destined to be with you
My privilege, so amazing, no question
And I'm knowin', soon enough we'll get where we're goin'
Just thinking about it, I can feel my heart growing
Am I trippin'?
Or is it that I finally see?
I don't know, but my heart is saying that you're the one for me
Please believe me, I'm exactly where I wanna be
This rhyme is written from my heart to you,
Sincerely

No reason to live, without you.
No reason to live, without you.
No reason to live, without you.
No reason to live, without you.

You turn a cocooned soul into a butterfly
And I, lose control, can never turn aside
You shine like summer skies, like when a lover lies next to me and says to me
You make me wonder why
You are a beautiful mystery
Every note carved into musical history
A simile, a metaphor, words not enough to entrust to you,
Trust that it's true
We must have clue, but we asked for evidence
Dwell on passing sentiments, though we bask in eminence
Every moment, every day,
Busy getting paid away,
The soul fades away into a grainy shade of grey
I pray, that you'll listen to what I say,
Cause I feel like a missing shoe
This is to everything that you are,
The wild earth, a child's birth, sun, moon, and the stars

No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you


Check it out
So I ask, "What would I be without You?"
Like Stevie without Wonder,
Hunger without food
A sheep without a shepherd,
Asleep without Your message
That despite the skeptics, in the end You were true
And I knew, that there was more to life
And I grew, livin' for the light
I took my answers, combined them with Yours
It made life exciting, but it closed some doors
Word to Christ,
My life accelerated and deflated
Sunk to the bottom, then elevated till I made it
But You always had my back though
When kids threw rocks at me, I'm on stage rappin' still
I see kids without love
It brings tears to my soul
But why, they always dry up
The world's gone bonkers
You conquered fear
And as long as I believe
You're the reason I'm here

No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you
No reason to live, without you

L-O-V-E-U, I was made to be with you
Made to be with you
Made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, I was made to be with you
Made to be with you
Made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, I was made to be with you
Made to be with you
Made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, I was made to be with you
Made to be with you
Made to be with you
L-O-V-E-U, I was made to be with you
Made to be with you
Made to be with you

Change is the only constant.

By the second, my life is restoring it's balance and order I yearned for and waited for all these years... perhaps it needed some real catastrophe disaster to shake it back to order. drama free~ sOmething I am definitely nOt used to but wanted to have. Uncomplicated, such is the life that one can only experience and appreciate after being through a rainstorm.



yummy pizzas we had


my new black bunny

Went lunching with Han and Sheery at J P pizza hUtz. :D bOUght my rabito phone cOver in black!! (LoVe!!!) Mi customised mi phOne :DDDD and Sheery helped mi to change the settings etc therefOre nOw I love mi phone super duper much :D hehe!!!I saw the rilakkuma phOne cover also so nice.. maybe will buy it to cOllect and use alternativelY :D I cannot believe I used 1 cover for so many mOnths just because sOMeone bought it for me. Now I got so many covers I just keep changing them ... hp covers get tired too, they need a break, they need to rest also . Friends are the same , they get tired, they need to rest, so instead of loving one, I love everyone now. hahas :D :D :D Juz dOn't revolve my life around one, coz when that one decides to backstab or hurt me it was really very bad. People's intuition is that learning more about a new acquaintance will lead to greater liking. In fact, on average, we like other people less the more we know about them. Familiarity breeds contempt.

2011年5月22日日曜日

beautifuL and wOnderfuL :D :D :D

My mood is getting better N better by the daYYYY! Listening to K pop all night is shiokz. :D PaydaY is cOming... Great SG Sale is cOming.. hOw not to feel happY? I love saving mOney but I also love shopping. It's a contradiction. Shopping is an investment. If only I can say the same for investing mi heart .. I realise that the ones that we feel the most for are often the ones most similar to us... and the one we feel the most for may not necessarily be the ones most suitable for us :D Happy... I love the feeling when I close mi eyes... and open up mi heart.. and let mi mind soar... like it's flying on a wild journeY...... the feeling of high.... I'm often feeling high... 99% of the time I'm on a highhhhhhhhhhhhhh......... happys :D :D :D :D :D :D :D I love the feeling !!!!

2011年5月21日土曜日

Excited :D :D :D

Did mi TPM wif Sister.... I will probably be getting a transfer to MICU :):):)

2011年5月20日金曜日

wOke up happys :D

Wad a great mOrning.. YK wOke mi up wif a good morning kiss at 6AM as he was going for his reservist.. mi thinks he looks dashing in his RSAF uniform :D SHuais... I <3 hOw he looks in it.. LOLS... then he tOld mi dat he left mi pOcket mOney on his tabLe... *GRINS* :D :D :D ...good moodz automaticallY....


Since I am stirred awake... went fOr a mOrning waLk :D :D :D and caught the beautifuL sunrise.... the rising sun is often blazing, in all it's glOry... very intense... warm.... I juz lOve it so Much :D :D :D


Came back and had mi breakfast... bolobao frOm Crystal Jade bakery and fresh miLk! I also made miso soup but end up I didn't drink it.... Hahas! :p


mi yUmmyz lunch :D hahaha... hOme made iced lemOn tea... watermelOn.... chaofan w/ fish... :D

2011年5月19日木曜日

Look forward :D

It is mi sleeping day, after night shift..... wOke up, washed mi clothes, changed sofa cover, vacummed and mopped the whole hOUse, washed kitchen flOor..., cleaned up kitchen :D :D :D Then, cOz it is so blazing hOt~ mi took out mi facial mask from the fridge and put it on... SO COMFY and relaxing :D Shiokz .... after dat, went for dindin with hUbby... :D hehe... We had yUmmi burgers at MOS (mountain ocean and sun) ... *mi favourite* :D :D :D and we bought discounted Crystal Jade buns from the bakery downstairs for tmr :p NICE.

2011年5月17日火曜日

Happy Vesak DaY :D

YK and I headed to Lido this morning to check out the new cinema and it's sooooo different frOm how it used to be in our teenage years, wif the make over renovation of the place and all~just lost it's "feel"... no mOre food stalls upstais, no mOre vintage mOvie posters, everything is posh and "hOtel-Like".. oH well.. so we didn't catch a mOvie after all~

Then, went to meet up with Grandpa and Auntie Lily at Vivo fOr LUnch~ Wanted Dian Xiao Er initiallY but the queue was a nightmare so we decided against it~ We had Soup Restaurant :D Quite yUmmyyyyz...


finally bOUght our first Rice Cooker :D hehes... it's really small and that is why I like it!!! :D It has multi functions alSo~ good fOr our small famiLY~ hOpe he eats mi cooking mOre from nOw on .. cOz I feel immense satisfaction by cooking for people... :p

Met a v bad road bully just now. It really got me thinking a lot!!! I shall let it pass. :)

2011年5月16日月曜日

Crumpler bag for Camera :D


Finally.... went to the Nikon showroom+service centre at fuji tower near mi hOme... to repair mi D90!!! I still have nightmares of what happened to my camera in HK. It shall not be named. Anyway, it is repaired now at a very expensive and painful lesson learnt!!! We bought the crumpler bag just for mi camera... *SMILES* :D Got 10% sale at the Raffles City outlet for Crumpler when we use our Fresh live card :D

2011年5月15日日曜日

Woke up :D

Yes I deleted all our pix from mi comp :D No hard copies. No hard feelings. So what if I spent thousands on a trip? I don't care. I don't need it anymore and I don't want it anymore. Memories I am happier off WITHOUT. This is the way I am. Coz I do not cling on and I do not hold on. I am just like that. This is the way I am. I don't like to waste time. I don't dilly dally. I don't do pointless things. I am a realist. I guess that is also why I don't keep stuffs from the past. I am giving away all the things I don't need. :D Spring cleaning my house. Nothing I wanna buy in Japan also. I have too many things. Just wanna have fun and make a BB in Japan. Coming soon. :D



Oh check out the yummy cereal I had :)

2011年5月14日土曜日

Wad a Perfect day :D


I was walking across the AYE bridge this morning and singing to myself.... "I am so sad and bLue.. and it's all becaUse of YOuuuuu.." then I looked up and I saw this!!! SILVER LINING !!!! in the cloud! it is the first time I have seen it in my life!!!! What a surprise :D hehehe.. *suakus* I have three days off :D It would be great if I could zip to Hong Kong and back or something wahahhaa but nO larz I will be in SG :p... Hibernated in mi air con room sleeping the whole daY then wOke up to YK bringing mi out to dindin ...



we had aston's express in tOwn.... (ChinatOwn)... *cough* .. YK had prime sirloin steak and I had fish! :D Quite yummI.... what a treat! Ex .. $$$


Then we strolled to the Esplanade to collect mi Korean Wave COncert 2011 Tickets! I will be attending it with Nelma and Shuyee.. mUz make sure dat we wear neon bracelets and make BE MINE posters ..wahhaa...

We gallivanted on top of the Esplanade roof garden and had a nice view of the city and listening to live music and watched jugglers.. :p Romanticzzzzz...

Then strolled hOme after Cold Rock Ice Cream at Marina Bay Sands... YK promised to make this for me one day ... One daY??? haha.... :D

Day by day.. he is pestering me for a BB.. LOLS.. I should start my National Service soon :) in 2012.. :p

Surprise me :D

I went through a mountain of stuffs that someone gave me and I threw everything away :) I didn't wanna hOld on to stuffs that doesn't serve it's meaning anymore. I don't wanna hOld on to hOpes by believing in empty promises someone gave me. Talk is cheap. Useless tears, do not change the reality that I live in or what was done to me. In the end, I deserve better :D I can read people very well, my senses are very heightened... I know someone's next move, I even know the next moves of the substitutes that someone found. I don't want to live in a fairy tale that is all rainbows and magical ponies and cottoncandy, in a pseudo perfect world that does not exist. Coz this is the irony of life!!! I want to live in the real world, in all it's glory. My heart is strong enough to take any shock. There is neverending learning in this world about people.

2011年5月12日木曜日

Love is someone buying dindin for mi and sending mi home :D

I had been finishing work super late the whole week.. but YK was very sweet and drove mi home every night and bought dindin for me :D I did double shift so for once I go out earlier than YK and I end later than him :D hehehe...... Hope he keeps it up... don't know how long he can continue this? :D *waits and see*

2011年5月11日水曜日

To cure, sometimes.. To relieve, often... To comfort, always :D

I feel myself bonding with the pts very much.. I feel joy taking care of them and it feels good when they are getting better.... I just enjoy giving , I love others more than I love myself but like it or not, I am just like that. I feel good in giving. I like it. I enjoy it. Pls get better soon.. with all the care we have and coz we are trying our best for you.... D is very lovable... Love love! I am also liking another D more and more by the day also... the people who are the best at wad they do are often the most difficult to live with... but they have their reasons, because they care , thats why they are so particular. I can only promise that I will do my best. I will try my best. :)

2011年5月8日日曜日

C'est La Vie

If the weather is spiking hot, juz grab an ice cold beer and some sour cream chips and then we CHILL!

2011年5月6日金曜日

Hard Gay- Ramen Shop



Hard Gay Hoooo!!!! hahahahahaa... :D

Joy of life :D

I don't keep scores with people because I often just move on and really quickly at that :p You could do something really bad to me now and 3 years down the road I will not have any issues with you again just like mi long lost preceptor who is now attached in mi ward for her advanced studies. I genuinely feel happy seeing her. LOL! It is as if everything that she did to me years ago does not matter anymore because it really isn't important anymore. I don't feel sad nor angry. It is a good thing because that is how I keep myself perkz up and chirpy everyday :D I usually play up other people's strengths because I feel dat people are not as bad as they try to be? Sometimes they pretend to be selfish or cruel for reasons as simple as because they are just born like that. Suits them. Each to his own. It is fun learning more about the various personalities because this world is more colourful with them. Juz embrace everything different in the genetic make up of people around me , to people watch and to learn more about myself in the process :D it is the pleasure of living and the irony of life because change is the only constant. It has been a year since I came back to this thankless place. A whirlwind year of both moments of triumph and falls. I juz pray for the strength to carry on and hopefully, things will work out on it's own eventually. Waiting for a miracle...

2011年5月5日木曜日

Just forget the world


I didn't sleep today even though I'm working tonight... but I will be fine! Recharged by the sun!!! WAHAHAHA! The thing I really love about mi room is that it has 3 huge windOws.... allOwing the sun and all it's glory to juz flow in and allow mi to bask in it... who cares about the beach? LOL! :p If not enough, can juz go upstairs and tan... sImply lOves the feeling of basking in the sun's rays :) I also realised that mi dark dye is fading? HAHAHAA.... the blondie underneath is coming out more obvious day by day....*Feels Good* :D

Anyway, today we went to the ANA office at Robinson's Rd :D Bought our flight tix within Japan~~~~ We would be travelling by plane and shinkansen in the countrY :D :D :D Yen is rising but we have yet to change currency!!! QUICK QUICK QUICK! :D :D :D Land of the rising sun! 2 mOre months to gO!!! *waits waits* think this time can't buy food back coz some pple scared of eating food from there... so will buy back other stuffs :D WAHHAHA haven't gone already planning wad to buy for other pple.. not even for myself ...I would be happy bringing back some bLythes and Rilakkumas for myself though. LOLS :D SOME... is an understatement. We shall see?!

Cooked spaggy for tonight :D I hope they liked it. Made extra effort not to put any wine/bacon/pOrk so that all mi friends can eat :D WAHHAA! Specially for PICU :) WE WON'T GO HUNGRY TONIGHT!!! YEAH! Don't havta eat banmian anyMOre :D jUz in the mood to cook :D

2011年5月4日水曜日

You’re not truly living if your sanity is not being challenged on a regular basis


I am excited about everyday.
The more challenges and obstacles the better.
Wanna push myself to the next level.
Having the best time of my life
I have never felt so alive
To be able to yield so much intensity from everyday
Every tear drop counts, every laughter counts.
Leveling up on my satisfaction score in life :D

The key is in mi hands :D


Lovely earrings from Taipei!!! Thanks sweet Christy! :D wahahah!



The Fluffies! mi new hObby! hahaha!!! :> Intro-ed by Junnie! :D hehe... arcade music and bright colours and animated graphics never fail to entertain and amuse mi :D I guess that's also why I love Arcades! Used to go to the Arcades regularly like anytime I will just go~ then randomly will be stuck at the machines playIng and then randomly strangers will come and compete wif me.. make friends since I'm the only child/only grandchild so I need to seek friends outside! Then will feel very perkz up and happy! :p HAHAHA! of course I am no longer that dawnie I used to know~ nOw, still loves making new friends everywhere coz *Feel good* after that! but hardly go to the arcade anymore :D


Mi was woken up by CYK and we went to MCD this morning for breakkie! I had yummy McGriddles (diet fail :p) CYK is having his exam today so I wish him good luck and HOpe he gets high distinctions and earn more money for my retirement ... :D :D :D Also, I hope he likes the chix soup I made today. Yet when I told him about it he was like "It's for you right? Not for me right? You know I don't drink soup".. LOL :p Actually I wanted to make popiahs today for PICU (I promised them!) but then the laopok supermarket downstairs didn't even bring in Radish today.. so how to make popiah??? :( SORRY FOLKS. See hows , another time? :D Much love <3 Yday was happys... the mood was v good coz I guess we had a good combi ~ helping each other, doing things together ~ happily.... the wOrld is a better place after all .. I'm so glad for everything... :D :D :D

update: IM CALLED OFF! lols... therefore not bringing anything liao. SO NEXT TIME! i also have something for my dearest pharmacist YINGSHU coz she's the bday gal :D HEHE! Tmr.. I have 2 missions. 1) to provide food for mi friends 2) to deliver bday present to Yingshu :D :D :D :D :D Spread happiness around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011年5月3日火曜日

Angry Birds Rio 3-8 Jungle Escape 3 stars walkthrough Theme 3 level 3-8 ...



I'm stuck at this level !!! :( Oh well.. getting upset by a monkey is better than being upset by someone.

Update: i beat it!!!! :>

2011年5月2日月曜日

Angry Birds Rio :D


I juz downloaded Angry Birds Rio :D hehe... introduced by Arlen~~~ it's so fun!!! :D

2011年5月1日日曜日

Feels thankful :D

We had been eating out quite frequently, lots of good food, really spending at least $50 on meals... hOwever I feel dat nO matter hOw much mOney we have~ we shOUld learn to save???? To mi, as a Cancerian, no matter hOw much $$$ we attract into our lives, even if we can go fine dining or luxurious everydaY... there should be a limit and we should save $$$ for our security!!! We can use the mOney for travelling, fOr our hOme, our familY? :D I told YK... this is our last dining out for the mOment... plz eat mi hOme cooked food from nOw on :D Hopefully he likes the food I make from mi new cookbook :D Yums? hehe...

Carbonara :D



I made Carbonara todaY :D it's so easY! With penne, premade sauce, juz add bacon, onions, mushrooms, peas , mix N yummy :D wahahaha!!! Also made carrot stix and Japanese cucumber stix to go along coz wanna have mOre veggies :D Overall v yUmmy! :D