A lifelong dream~

Since I was a child, I wished and dreamt and waited for the day I can have a meal wif a table of people I love. It could be mi and mi parents (believe it or not I have never eaten together with them at the same table before). As I got older, I thought about him but we have vast difference in the kind of food we like because I am not willing to be the fast food junkie he is. Maybe one day, if I ever decide to have children, hopefully they will like wad I like? Should they even be given a choice? why am I even thinking about things like that? Maybe trying to focus more on other aspects of life, to build the strength in order to fight back?